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When Daydreaming Gets In The Way Of Real Life

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The story of M begins innocently enough. She was a girl who felt isolated and misunderstood, so she began spending hours at a time on the swings in her backyard, daydreaming.

She imagined herself as many characters, blasting off to other planets, fighting crime and just generally saving the day. This made her feel loved, accepted, even understood.

M began to realize her daydreaming was not normal when her mother yelled at her and asked her why she was moving her lips. So she kept up her daydreaming in secret, hiding from friends at school, pretending to read a book, plugging in earphones to make it appear as if she was listening to music.

Then one day by chance, M met with a former classmate who drew her out. They fell in love, married and had a child, and for a while, the daydreams subsided.

But as life became more middle-class and mundane — dishwasher unloading, toothpaste in the sink — she found herself sneaking back into a world where she was the hero, the boss and every character in between.

M worries that she has a newly diagnosed condition known as maladaptive daydreaming. Now, it’s not in the mental health bible, aka the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, and doctors don’t know what causes it. There’s no official treatment, although one case study suggests fluvoxamine, an OCD drug, may help control the daydreams.

Whatever maladaptive daydreaming is, it can have real effects on a person’s daily life. People who say they have the condition report having trouble making friends or even leaving the house. M worries she is one of them. She carves out time to daydream away from her husband and son who know nothing of her secret life. In fact, she says she has never told anyone about it.

M loves her never-ending story, yet she acknowledges her secret is isolating.

“As much as I hate the feeling of being torn and being in two places, I’m not ready to give up my daydreaming and I’m not ready to give up my characters and the feelings that those daydreams give me,” she says. To read more form MEREDITH RIZZO, click here.